I fucking hate how bad I want to be a published author, but I don't have the credentials, or the talent to be one. I fucking hate that I will never be as brilliant as my heroes, I will never have the ability to capture an audience the way they do, I'll always be mediocre at best. I have nothing fucking else to fall back on..this is it for me.... my miserable existence is my fucking destiny... ~
Hate # 4927




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